Ever since we first met, from the very first second, Harlow and I have felt the same way about each other. We’re so different but we had us in common even when we had nothing else. I just kind of need you to know that first.
I don’t know? I don’t mean to sound so… I mean, I haven’t really thought about who I like… I just thought one day love would walk up to me and say here I am.
That's okay! People figure that stuff out at different times and in different ways! I still flailed a lot at Alex when she started flirting with me and I already mostly knew I was gay, so.
Magic. And also smelly feet. Alex has the smelliest feet I have ever smelled on a girl! I think it’s because she doesn’t always wear socks with her sneakers and I don’t even care because she’s perfect.
If you want to kiss her then you should kiss her because obviously she wants to kiss you. Girls are so great, this is obviously the most delightful option!
And if you aren't sure if you want to kiss her, you need to tell her. Decide whether you want to think about it until you figure it out or just, you know, kiss her until you figure out if that's what you want. (Which is, you know, the most fun way to figure things out! But also be careful of your feelings and hers!)
And if you definitely don't want to kiss her, either now or anytime in the future, you absolutely need to tell her and then she needs to not kiss you.
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Date: 2019-02-07 11:13 am (UTC)Harlow day is overwhelming.
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Date: 2019-02-07 11:15 am (UTC)Good overwhelming? Bad overwhelming? What happened?
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Date: 2019-02-07 11:17 am (UTC)Ever since we first met, from the very first second, Harlow and I have felt the same way about each other. We’re so different but we had us in common even when we had nothing else. I just kind of need you to know that first.
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Date: 2019-02-07 11:18 am (UTC)Okay...
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Date: 2019-02-07 11:20 am (UTC)It’s different today and I don’t know why. I mean, I know why, but I don’t.
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Date: 2019-02-07 11:22 am (UTC)Um, can you explain what you do know so I can catch up and then maybe we can figure out the part you don't?
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Date: 2019-02-07 11:23 am (UTC)Harlow kissed me.
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Date: 2019-02-07 11:25 am (UTC)Omg omg omg omg omg omg!
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Date: 2019-02-07 11:27 am (UTC)I knowwwww
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Date: 2019-02-07 11:30 am (UTC)Did you like it? I mean, was it a nice kiss?
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Date: 2019-02-07 11:33 am (UTC)I don’t know! I was mostly surprised.
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Date: 2019-02-07 11:37 am (UTC)Do you like girls that way at all? (You don't have to tell me if you don't want. But you can.)
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Date: 2019-02-07 11:38 am (UTC)I don’t know? I don’t mean to sound so… I mean, I haven’t really thought about who I like… I just thought one day love would walk up to me and say here I am.
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Date: 2019-02-07 11:42 am (UTC)That's okay! People figure that stuff out at different times and in different ways! I still flailed a lot at Alex when she started flirting with me and I already mostly knew I was gay, so.
But also...maybe it did?
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Date: 2019-02-07 11:47 am (UTC)How did you know you liked Alex?
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Date: 2019-02-07 12:00 pm (UTC)It wasn't like one thing, or one time, it all just kind of added up together?
Like I would get so flustered when she was teasing me so I would think Oh gosh she has to stop I feel so silly!
But then if she did stop, or I even really thought about her stopping, it was...disappointing, I guess?
And then by the time I had a sexy dream about her it was like oh yeah, I got it bad, no hiding it now, Cora.
I think it's usually in there somewhere. Between the flailing and the sexy dreams.
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Date: 2019-02-07 12:04 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-02-07 12:10 pm (UTC)I love her SO much.
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Date: 2019-02-07 12:11 pm (UTC)What is that like?
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Date: 2019-02-07 12:32 pm (UTC)Magic. And also smelly feet. Alex has the smelliest feet I have ever smelled on a girl! I think it’s because she doesn’t always wear socks with her sneakers and I don’t even care because she’s perfect.
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Date: 2019-02-07 12:34 pm (UTC)I love you guys together.
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Date: 2019-02-07 12:38 pm (UTC)Thanks! <3 I do too. :P
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Date: 2019-02-07 12:40 pm (UTC)But what do I do?
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Date: 2019-02-07 08:28 pm (UTC)That depends on what you want!
If you want to kiss her then you should kiss her because obviously she wants to kiss you. Girls are so great, this is obviously the most delightful option!
And if you aren't sure if you want to kiss her, you need to tell her. Decide whether you want to think about it until you figure it out or just, you know, kiss her until you figure out if that's what you want. (Which is, you know, the most fun way to figure things out! But also be careful of your feelings and hers!)
And if you definitely don't want to kiss her, either now or anytime in the future, you absolutely need to tell her and then she needs to not kiss you.
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Date: 2019-02-07 08:31 pm (UTC)I have one more question because I think you want me to kiss Harlow!
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