return_to_nola

Sam had started the drive from Westchester to Connecticut quietly, shifting between X-related rumination and affection for Oliver. He would drift away on some thought or memory or other (a softball game, a funeral, a moment with a student, playing chess with Charles) and then return back to reality -- back to Oliver -- and reach out to him with some topic of conversation or other.

But as an hour turned into two hours, Sam was feeling more solid. His shoulders loosened, the knots in his muscles gradually uncoiled, and he found his smile more frequently. He even, at one point, sang along to the car radio. It was good to be going home, to be chasing a tricky Scott moment with a positive Sam one.

And now it was time for Oliver to meet the Scotts. When they arrived (they had pulled over to cast critical eyes over their appearances; Scott had changed his shirt and combed Oliver's hair), it was like stepping into a sunny patch of day, even though it was getting late.

Sam had grown up with just his mom and his aunt. His mom had bought the house when she was pregnant with Sam; they had lived here his whole life. It had never been weird that he raised by his mom and her sister; they loved him like parents and loved each other like best friends, and they were fun, outgoing, loving people. They were women quick to laugh, women who played board games like they were the coolest thing in the world, women who owned a karaoke machine and who still, even without Sam, hung out at the piano in the living room and sang songs together.

When they arrived, it was all a happy blur. Sam's aunt ("Call me Sarah", she had ordered Oliver with a hug and a kiss on each cheek) had greeted them with cocktails. Well, more specifically, a cocktail called "The Oliver," which was minty and zesty and disturbingly accurate. She was talkative and friendly, and she managed to take Sam and Oliver on a tour of the house -- excluding Sam's room -- in which she lovingly made fun of Sam in every single room. (If Oliver had been nervous about fitting in with this family, maybe this introduction would make him more relaxed).

And then Sam's mother had arrived home from work, and Sam, who now remembered a life where he had lost a mother in a horrific way, hugged her a little too hard and too long. But he was comfortable here at home, and he held Oliver's hand under the table at dinner and laughed as he accused his mother and aunt of cheating at a brisk game of monopoly (Oliver had been given first pick of player piece, because he was the guest).

Finally, though, they were alone again, and now, Sam could show Oliver his room. It was exactly as it had always been: neat and orderly, clean, a slate of neutrals. There was a Top Gun poster on the door, of course, and a keyboard stand and guitar stand next to it in the corner (the keyboard was in New Orleans, the guitar was exactly where Sam had left it). His bookshelf was stacked with books and model planes, and a few model cars; there was a framed photo of Sam, his mother, and his aunt on his desk (his mom must have kindly removed the photo of Sam and his ex that used to sit beside it). There was a corkboard with old pennants, photos of Sam in baseball uniforms or costumes, an invitation to a wedding he'd attended with his ex, his college acceptance letter, little slices of his quiet little life. The room was an oasis from the colour and happy noise of the rest of the house, and it was here that Sam leaned against the wall, finally fully loose-limbed and comfortable, and watched Pietro-Oliver meet baby Sam through his things. For once, there was a free and uncomplicated smile on his face. "So this is it."

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nola_cyclops

It was beautiful. It was healing, that kiss. This was a love that mattered, and Sam tugged at Oliver, to pull Oliver on top of him so he could hug him fully and completely. "So, Oliver."

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nola_quicksilver

"Samuel." Oliver kissed the tip of Sam's nose, smiling down at him.

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nola_cyclops

"Oh my god," Sam said immediately, distracted from his point, "Sometimes you're the cutest person in the world."

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nola_quicksilver

"True, and I'm glad you noticed." That earned Sam a quick kiss on the lips.

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nola_cyclops

Sam grinned. "I may be terrible at saying things, but I'm extremely good at noticing things. I see this from you all the time."

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nola_quicksilver

"That's because you make me want to be cute. Strangers don't get this kind of cute—someone has to earn it." And how exactly had they gone from so intense to joking in an instant?

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nola_cyclops

Years of traumatic, disrupted, chaotic life experience? "I need you know that there aren't words for how lucky I am to see this side of you."

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nola_quicksilver

Oliver smiled. "It's only fair. You give me so much of yourself."

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nola_cyclops

"I want to give you all of myself." It wasn't impossible. Scott had opened his mind, completely, to the two women he'd loved the most. He would do the same here, without the powers. "We're better the closer we get." There wasn't a single discussion, revelation, piece of information, that had lessened their bond. They only got stronger.

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nola_quicksilver

"I'll take everything you can give me." Sam had spent the evening patiently answering random questions, and Oliver was still hungry for more, hungry for all of him. "Get as close to you as I can."

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nola_cyclops

"With Jean and Emma," Sam said, after a moment, "When their minds were too loud or painful or chaotic, they would come and hang out in mine. I built a room in my head where it was safe and neat and orderly and quiet and calm. Like a bedroom lined with books, a house with high windows. I wish I could give that peace to you, but since I can't, that's what I want to be for you as a person. The place you come to when you need to be somewhere soft and safe and calm."

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nola_quicksilver

"You...let them use your mind as a hangout spot?" That was incredibly loving, and beyond generous. Had Scott kept anything for himself? "But you're already that for me. Since even before I made you ask me to be your boyfriend." How many nights had Oliver slept next to Sam, clung to him, before they'd admitted their thing was going somewhere?

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nola_cyclops

"Of course." They would be there together, on another plane, in a place where the telepaths weren't bombarded by noise or the effort of keeping it out, and where Scott could share his whole self without agonizing over the words. Everyone said Scott was closed off, and he was, except with those he loved. "And I'm glad you think that. Because when we're like this, in the dark and naked and talking, all I want to do is keep this feeling." The intimacy of it. The world reduced to only the bed, only the two of them.

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nola_quicksilver

"You make me feel so good, Sam," Oliver murmured, looking down into his eyes. Eyes he might not always be able to see, but that was all right. Sam was so much more than that part of him. "And not just when we're naked."

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nola_cyclops

"Please tell me when I don't. I'll want to know." Don't hide your tears, Oliver, was the message here.

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nola_quicksilver

"I'll try," Oliver said. It was as honest as he could be.

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nola_cyclops

"Thank you. And you never have to stop asking questions of me. If there's something you want to know, I want you to know it." If Sam could make anything easier for Oliver, let it be that.

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nola_quicksilver

"You've set a dangerous precedent. I hope you're ready. And you can ask me anything too." Lord knew Oliver liked to talk.

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nola_cyclops

"I've never been more ready." Sam wasn't so much of a talker, but he would absolutely answer a question. "And I'll ask you things too, yes." Lucky Sam liked the sound of Oliver talking!