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Being away from Oliver was difficult; at some point, maybe, a 24, 36 hour separation wouldn't ache. But right now, it did, and maybe that was because it was new love, or co-dependency, or any number of reasons, but it was one thing Sam didn't really wish to rationalize. Sam (and Scott, especially Scott) were prone to rationalization above all us.
With Oliver, he tried just to feel.
Sure, they had already seen each other again after Sam's overnight -- Sam had stopped by Oliver's studio as promised, for a quick hello and a kiss and a cup of coffee -- but a quick, public moment like that couldn't replace the moment they were both at home together, alone, with nothing to do but be with each other. It was the only company Sam wanted.
Somewhere, in the back of his mind, was a pang of guilt for not devoting his spare time to solving their 'situation' -- but they really didn't appear to be in danger, and the situation could wait.
Right now, Sam was coming home to the man he loved, who promised to wait by the door for him. To test that theory, he knocked on the door rather than opening it himself.
With Oliver, he tried just to feel.
Sure, they had already seen each other again after Sam's overnight -- Sam had stopped by Oliver's studio as promised, for a quick hello and a kiss and a cup of coffee -- but a quick, public moment like that couldn't replace the moment they were both at home together, alone, with nothing to do but be with each other. It was the only company Sam wanted.
Somewhere, in the back of his mind, was a pang of guilt for not devoting his spare time to solving their 'situation' -- but they really didn't appear to be in danger, and the situation could wait.
Right now, Sam was coming home to the man he loved, who promised to wait by the door for him. To test that theory, he knocked on the door rather than opening it himself.
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Date: 2019-06-07 02:25 am (UTC)“And was it as good as it is now?” Sam slipped in a second finger to prove his point.
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Date: 2019-06-07 02:26 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-06-07 02:29 am (UTC)That was much better. Sam kissed Oliver deeply, steadily working his fingers, but waiting was getting to be harder and harder.
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Date: 2019-06-07 02:35 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-06-07 02:38 am (UTC)“You’re perfect,” Sam told him, kissing him again as he applied more lube, as he guided Oliver by his hips into a better position, as he held him there and pushed inside him, letting out a sigh, a groan, of relief and pleasure.
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Date: 2019-06-07 02:44 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-06-07 02:46 am (UTC)“God, me too.” Sam always wanted this. He let out an approving groan when Oliver started to move, keeping firm hold of him. “You’re incredible."
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Date: 2019-06-07 02:51 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-06-07 02:56 am (UTC)Sam laughed a little, but mostly he was lost in feeling; his head dropped back, his breathing was ragged, and he moved in response to Oliver’s rhythm, meeting him in it. “God—“ was about as much as he could manage to say.
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Date: 2019-06-07 03:05 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-06-07 03:08 am (UTC)How could Sam ever have a life that didn’t have this in it? He felt, god, everything like this, was overwhelmed like this, and right around the moment Oliver found his mouth Sam came with a muffled cry, an eruption inside their kiss.
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Date: 2019-06-07 03:11 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-06-07 03:17 am (UTC)Breathing, Sam remembered what that was, right? Maybe. His breath was heavy, his eyes dark, his mind scrambled. Oliver’s hands on his face, his gentler touches, it was all so appreciative. Sam pressed a kiss to the side of Oliver’s mouth, grateful.
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Date: 2019-06-07 03:29 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-06-07 03:32 am (UTC)“You’re so sweet,” Sam finally mumbled, the world piecing itself back together around him. “Hi.”
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Date: 2019-06-07 03:35 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-06-07 03:36 am (UTC)“Always,” Sam promised, and it was an easy promise to make. “I’ll always come back to you.” He kissed Oliver gently, lovingly.
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Date: 2019-06-07 03:49 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-06-07 03:52 am (UTC)Sam stroked his hand over Oliver’s side, a little worried. “I hope not.” He didn’t mind hurting Oliver in the moment, when it felt good for Oliver, but he wasn’t exactly into causing real damage.
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Date: 2019-06-07 03:57 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-06-07 03:59 am (UTC)Oh, Oliver was fine. Sam relaxed and kissed Oliver’s neck. “That’s a true story.”
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Date: 2019-06-07 04:08 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-06-07 04:11 am (UTC)Sam laughed, quietly, sliding an arm around Oliver. “I do know why. All the Cyclops energy has to go somewhere.”
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Date: 2019-06-07 04:13 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-06-07 04:16 am (UTC)“Apparently so!” Without saying too much about his past sexual partners or interests, he could at least say that. God, look at Oliver and his cuddling instincts. Sam treasured it.
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