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Being away from Oliver was difficult; at some point, maybe, a 24, 36 hour separation wouldn't ache. But right now, it did, and maybe that was because it was new love, or co-dependency, or any number of reasons, but it was one thing Sam didn't really wish to rationalize. Sam (and Scott, especially Scott) were prone to rationalization above all us.
With Oliver, he tried just to feel.
Sure, they had already seen each other again after Sam's overnight -- Sam had stopped by Oliver's studio as promised, for a quick hello and a kiss and a cup of coffee -- but a quick, public moment like that couldn't replace the moment they were both at home together, alone, with nothing to do but be with each other. It was the only company Sam wanted.
Somewhere, in the back of his mind, was a pang of guilt for not devoting his spare time to solving their 'situation' -- but they really didn't appear to be in danger, and the situation could wait.
Right now, Sam was coming home to the man he loved, who promised to wait by the door for him. To test that theory, he knocked on the door rather than opening it himself.
With Oliver, he tried just to feel.
Sure, they had already seen each other again after Sam's overnight -- Sam had stopped by Oliver's studio as promised, for a quick hello and a kiss and a cup of coffee -- but a quick, public moment like that couldn't replace the moment they were both at home together, alone, with nothing to do but be with each other. It was the only company Sam wanted.
Somewhere, in the back of his mind, was a pang of guilt for not devoting his spare time to solving their 'situation' -- but they really didn't appear to be in danger, and the situation could wait.
Right now, Sam was coming home to the man he loved, who promised to wait by the door for him. To test that theory, he knocked on the door rather than opening it himself.
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Date: 2019-06-06 04:23 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-06-06 04:26 am (UTC)There it was -- a change in Oliver's heartbeat. Sam had caused that. Maybe that happened often, but it had happened right now, and Sam had felt it, and it was incredible. Could this kiss be deeper, more searching? If so, Sam would make it so. He wanted the world to shrink to just he and Oliver alone.
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Date: 2019-06-06 04:34 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-06-06 05:42 am (UTC)Oliver was so amazing, so alive, under Sam's hands, and it made Sam feel more alive too. He felt like he was humming with energy, caught up in Oliver's rocking, in the way he held onto Sam's hair. Sam pressed his thigh up against Oliver, meeting his motion, and he couldn't break this kiss, he couldn't. His hand wandered over Oliver's back, tracing his spine down, and down, and down.
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Date: 2019-06-06 02:36 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-06-06 10:13 pm (UTC)Oliver was so responsive like this. It was as though no single thing Sam did with his hands, his mouth, any part of his body went unnoticed. Which meant that Sam always wanted to do more and more, to get more and more from him. He shifted a little to kiss at Oliver’s neck, to bite teasingly at his jaw, and, of course, to command into his skin, “you need to be naked now.”
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Date: 2019-06-06 10:30 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-06-06 10:35 pm (UTC)And it was very much appreciated! Sam did in fact watch Oliver closely, because instead of using the time to take off his own clothes, he spent it staring at Oliver. Being called Cyclops, being teased as Cyclops, was just a bonus: fond teasing about his hero persona was one of the best things about being Scott, and also, yes, he was the boss here. “So handsome,” yes, Sam said it again, right as he took Oliver’s cock in one hand and gave it a few quick, teasing strokes. From here, he could see all of Oliver as he did so.
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Date: 2019-06-06 10:44 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-06-06 10:50 pm (UTC)“We learn in part from observing others,” Sam pointed out with a grin. But he was serious about the touch, serious about Oliver. He kept up the strokes, but also leaned forward over Oliver, scraping his teeth across Oliver’s chest, breathing him in, nipping at a nipple. There was so much he wanted to touch, so much he wanted to do.
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Date: 2019-06-06 10:59 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-06-06 11:14 pm (UTC)“Once or twice.” But it was great to hear. Sam hadn’t always been good at this. “You inspire it.” He also made Sam feel like he could do this and do it well. He locked his eyes with Oliver’s as his hand picked up the pace.
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Date: 2019-06-06 11:29 pm (UTC)"You're so good," Oliver told him, because once or twice wasn't enough. Not with a talent like this. "You're amazing, you could teach lessons... Fuck, I'm close."
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Date: 2019-06-06 11:35 pm (UTC)No one, ever, had said that Sam should teach lessons on this! It was the kind of comment that Sam would discard, except that he couldn’t discard a single comment Oliver ever made. All he did about it, though, was grin. “Shh, I’ve got you,” he murmured, and smoothly adjusted himself so he could replace his hand with his mouth, hot and insistent around Oliver.
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Date: 2019-06-06 11:42 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-06-06 11:45 pm (UTC)That was new and it was beautiful. Sam worked him through it, easing and gentle when the moment was over, slowly letting go as his warm hand stroked across Oliver’s belly. Oliver was beautiful.
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Date: 2019-06-06 11:51 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-06-06 11:54 pm (UTC)“Yes, I must,” Sam replied easily, because that was a tone he recognized from years or a lifetime ago, and one he newly appreciated. He sat up so he could sink back into the couch, but also so he could reach over and stroke Oliver’s hair while he tried to catch his own breath.
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Date: 2019-06-07 12:01 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-06-07 12:05 am (UTC)Sam couldn’t help but laugh, but it was the fondest laugh maybe in the history of the world. “I do, always, but you look so peaceful there.” Sam could let the moment soften (as it were) into something sweeter if that’s where Oliver wanted to stay.
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Date: 2019-06-07 12:15 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-06-07 12:17 am (UTC)“Then you should probably come here and kiss me.” That little nip made Sam feel more alive. Oliver was very, very good at evoking that feeling.
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Date: 2019-06-07 12:24 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-06-07 12:29 am (UTC)Sam could do lazy. Well, he could in this exact context. He loved this, his speedster unspooled, the feeling that, perhaps, there was all the time in the world for something like love, and leisure, and closeness. Sam kissed Oliver back with that sense of time, with a murmuring of approval for Oliver’s warm hands on his skin.
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Date: 2019-06-07 12:40 am (UTC)