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Oh wow! This was really happening. The very cute very nice dog walker wanted to hang out with Sadie. And not because of her endlessly entertaining and winsome little dog Mouse. Well at least not just because of Mouse.
For a while now, Sadie had been working on a tendency, picked up in childhood, to be a little too shy -- not just cute shy, or smart cautious shy, but to-her-own-detriment shy. It was a big part of why moving to New Orleans for college had been so important: it had forced Sadie out of her comfortable, protected life and into something that needed her to raise her eyes from the floor and look around. And so far, surprisingly? So good. There was room for Sadie here to be exactly who she was: a little too earnest and 'cute' for 2019 standards, maybe, but still able to write and dream and survive.
And to cook a meal with a very cute, very nice dog walker.
Sadie liked having something to do with her hands, and she liked to be distracted from her own nerves, so making a beautiful salad was the perfect thing. She was in the middle of carefully shredding lettuce when Jordan arrived at the door, and she called out "Hello, it's open, please come in!"
She would have received him properly, but she had to rinse off and towel her hands dry, and also she was worried that, if they were standing across a threshold looking at each other, she might get tongue-tied.
Never mind, though: at the door, waiting with boundless excitement for their guest, was little Mouse. He greeted guests better than Sadie ever could.
For a while now, Sadie had been working on a tendency, picked up in childhood, to be a little too shy -- not just cute shy, or smart cautious shy, but to-her-own-detriment shy. It was a big part of why moving to New Orleans for college had been so important: it had forced Sadie out of her comfortable, protected life and into something that needed her to raise her eyes from the floor and look around. And so far, surprisingly? So good. There was room for Sadie here to be exactly who she was: a little too earnest and 'cute' for 2019 standards, maybe, but still able to write and dream and survive.
And to cook a meal with a very cute, very nice dog walker.
Sadie liked having something to do with her hands, and she liked to be distracted from her own nerves, so making a beautiful salad was the perfect thing. She was in the middle of carefully shredding lettuce when Jordan arrived at the door, and she called out "Hello, it's open, please come in!"
She would have received him properly, but she had to rinse off and towel her hands dry, and also she was worried that, if they were standing across a threshold looking at each other, she might get tongue-tied.
Never mind, though: at the door, waiting with boundless excitement for their guest, was little Mouse. He greeted guests better than Sadie ever could.