It was hard to be this quiet, Sam's breathing heavy with the effort of it. He tried to put his feelings into his hand instead, the way it grabbed and tugged at Oliver's hair, how his other hand curled tightly, tightly, tightly into Oliver's shoulder. And thank god, thank god even like this Sam still felt close to Oliver, in this with Oliver, and god, this was going to be over quickly, but it didn't even matter, because it felt incredible.