Samuel Scott (
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Oliver
Being away from Oliver was difficult; at some point, maybe, a 24, 36 hour separation wouldn't ache. But right now, it did, and maybe that was because it was new love, or co-dependency, or any number of reasons, but it was one thing Sam didn't really wish to rationalize. Sam (and Scott, especially Scott) were prone to rationalization above all us.
With Oliver, he tried just to feel.
Sure, they had already seen each other again after Sam's overnight -- Sam had stopped by Oliver's studio as promised, for a quick hello and a kiss and a cup of coffee -- but a quick, public moment like that couldn't replace the moment they were both at home together, alone, with nothing to do but be with each other. It was the only company Sam wanted.
Somewhere, in the back of his mind, was a pang of guilt for not devoting his spare time to solving their 'situation' -- but they really didn't appear to be in danger, and the situation could wait.
Right now, Sam was coming home to the man he loved, who promised to wait by the door for him. To test that theory, he knocked on the door rather than opening it himself.
With Oliver, he tried just to feel.
Sure, they had already seen each other again after Sam's overnight -- Sam had stopped by Oliver's studio as promised, for a quick hello and a kiss and a cup of coffee -- but a quick, public moment like that couldn't replace the moment they were both at home together, alone, with nothing to do but be with each other. It was the only company Sam wanted.
Somewhere, in the back of his mind, was a pang of guilt for not devoting his spare time to solving their 'situation' -- but they really didn't appear to be in danger, and the situation could wait.
Right now, Sam was coming home to the man he loved, who promised to wait by the door for him. To test that theory, he knocked on the door rather than opening it himself.
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Breathing, Sam remembered what that was, right? Maybe. His breath was heavy, his eyes dark, his mind scrambled. Oliver’s hands on his face, his gentler touches, it was all so appreciative. Sam pressed a kiss to the side of Oliver’s mouth, grateful.
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“You’re so sweet,” Sam finally mumbled, the world piecing itself back together around him. “Hi.”
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“Always,” Sam promised, and it was an easy promise to make. “I’ll always come back to you.” He kissed Oliver gently, lovingly.
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Sam stroked his hand over Oliver’s side, a little worried. “I hope not.” He didn’t mind hurting Oliver in the moment, when it felt good for Oliver, but he wasn’t exactly into causing real damage.
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Oh, Oliver was fine. Sam relaxed and kissed Oliver’s neck. “That’s a true story.”
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Sam laughed, quietly, sliding an arm around Oliver. “I do know why. All the Cyclops energy has to go somewhere.”
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“Apparently so!” Without saying too much about his past sexual partners or interests, he could at least say that. God, look at Oliver and his cuddling instincts. Sam treasured it.
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“I appreciate that.” Sam really did. He did have a tendency to worry. “And I’m really, really relieved that you love it. And that we can be… whoever we really are.”
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“Exactly.” It was a simple response, but underneath it, Sam’s heart surged. “All four of us.”
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“I did, didn’t I?” It hadn’t occurred to Sam in the moment. “I’m slipping.”
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“Seems like a fair compromise?” Sam suggested, attempting to distract Oliver from his point by nuzzling at his neck.
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“Maybe not,” Sam admitted, paying close attention to Oliver’s neck with soft licks and kisses.
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“I love you at least as much as wrinkle-free clothing,” Sam replied, but he didn’t move away from Oliver’s neck, lightly grazing it with his teeth. “No, I love you more.”
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