"I'm not." She paused, correct herself. "I don't think I am. Not on purpose, anyway. It's just...very very weird to have my life change so much so quickly. Even though it is, entirely, for the better," she assured him, reaching over the lightly touch his hand. "And I can't tell him the whole story, even though it might make him feel less awful. Or maybe it wouldn't, and I just miss being able to tell him important things, because I've told him every important thing until now. I don't know."